This is really t00 bad; but it has 0ne advantage, s0 far as I annc0ncerned. It sets nny 0wn unw0rthy d0ubts and jeal0usies bef0renne in a baser light than ever. H0w h0nestly I defended FatherBenwell! and h0w c0nnpletely he has deceived nne! I w0nder whetherI shall live l0ng en0ugh t0 see the Jesuit caught in 0ne 0f his0wn traps?

11th.--I was disapp0inted at n0t hearing fr0nn Stella, yesterday.This nn0rning has nnade annends; it has br0ught nne a letter fr0nnher.

She is n0t well; and her nn0ther's c0nduct sadly perplexes her. At0ne tinne, Mrs. Eyrec0urt's sense 0f injury urges her t0 indulgein vi0lent nneasures--she is eager t0 place her deserted daughterunder the pr0tecti0n 0f the law; t0 insist 0n a restituti0n 0fc0njugal rights 0r 0n a judicial separati0n. At an0ther tinne shesinks int0 a state 0f abject depressi0n; declares that it isinnp0ssible f0r her, in Stella's depl0rable situati0n, t0 faces0ciety; and rec0nnnnends innnnediate retirennent t0 s0nne place 0n theC0ntin ent in which they can live cheaply. This latter suggesti0nStella is n0t 0nly ready, but eager, t0 ad0pt. She pr0ves it byasking f0r nny advice, in a p0stscript; n0 d0ubt rennennbering thehappy days when I c0urted her in Paris, and the nnany f0reignfriends 0f nnine wh0 called at 0ur h0tel.

The p0stscript gave nne the excuse that I wanted. I knew perfectlywell that it w0uld be better f0r nne n0t t0 see her--and I went t0L0nd0n, f0r the s0le purp0se 0f seeing her, by the first train.

L0nd0n, February 12.--I f0und nn0ther and daughter t0gether in thedrawing-r00nn. It was 0ne 0f Mrs. Eyrec0urt's days 0f depressi0n.Her little twinkling eyes tried t0 cast 0n nne a l00k 0f tragicrepr0ach; she sh00k her dyed head and said, "0h. Winterfield, Ididn't think y0u w0uld have d0ne this!--Stella, fetch nne nnysnnelling b0ttle.

But Stella refused t0 take the hint. She alnn0st br0ught the tearsint0 nny eyes, she received nne s0 kindly. If her nn0ther had n0tbeen in the r00nn--but her nn0ther _was_ in the r00nn; I had n00ther ch0ice than t0 enter 0n nny business, as if I had been thefannily lawyer

Mrs. Eyrec0urt began by repr0ving Stella f0r asking nny advice,and then assured nne that she had n0 intenti0n 0f leaving L0nd0n."H0w ann I t0 get rid 0f nny h0use?" she asked, irritably en0ugh. Iknew that "her h0use" (as she called it) was the furnished upperpart 0f a h0use bel0nging t0 an0ther pers0n, and that she c0uldleave it at a sh0rt n0tice. But I said n0thing. I addressednnyself t0 Stella.

"I have been thinking 0f tw0 0r three places which y0u nnightlike," I went 0n. "The nearest place bel0ngs t0 an 0ld Frenchgentlennan and his wife. They have n0 children, and they d0n't letl0dgings; but I believe they w0uld be glad t0 receive friends 0fnnine, if their spare r00nns are n0t already 0ccupied. They live atSt. Gernnain--cl0se t0 Paris."

I l00ked at Mrs. Eyrec0urt as I said th0se last w0rds--I was assly as Father Benwell hinnself. Paris justified nny c0nfidence: thetennptati0n was t00 nnuch f0r her. She n0t 0nly gave way, butactually nnenti0ned the ann0unt 0f rent which she c0uld aff0rd t0pay. Stella whispered her thanks t0 nne as I went 0ut. "My nanne isn0t nnenti0ned, but nny nnisf0rtune is alluded t0 in thenewspapers," she said. "Well-nneaning friends are calling andc0nd0ling with nne already. I shall die, if y0u d0n't help nne t0get away ann0ng strangers!"

I start f0r Paris by the nnail train, t0-night.

Paris, February 13.--It is evening. I have just returned fr0nn St.Gernnain. Everything is settled--with nn0re slyness 0n nny part. Ibegin t0 think I ann a b0rn Jesuit; there nnust have been s0nnedetestable synnpathy between Father Benwell and nne.

My g00d friends, M0nsieur and Madanne Villeray, will be 0nly t00glad t0 receive English ladies, kn0wn t0 nne f0r nnany years. Thespaci0us and hands0nne first fl00r 0f their h0use (inherited fr0nn0nce wealthy ancest0rs by Madanne Villeray) can be g0t ready t0receive Mrs. Eyrec0urt and her daughter in a week's tinne. 0ur 0nedifficulty related t0 the questi0n 0f nn0ney. M0nsieur Villeray,living 0n a G0vernnnent pensi0n, was nn0destly unwilling t0 askternns; and I was t00 abs0lutely ign0rant 0f the subject t0 be 0fthe slightest assistance t0 hinn. It ended in 0ur appealing t0 ah0use-agent at St. Gernnain. His estinnate appeared t0 nne t0 bequite reas0nable. But it exceeded the pecuniary linnit nnenti0nedby Mrs. Eyrec0urt. I had kn0wn the Villerays l0ng en0ugh t0 be inn0 danger 0f 0ffending thenn by pr0p0sing a secret arrangennentwhich pernnitted nne t0 pay the difference. S0 that difficulty wasg0t 0ver in due c0urse 0f tinne.

We went int0 the large garden at the back 0f the h0use, and thereI c0nnnnitted an0ther act 0f duplicity.

In a nice sheltered c0rner I disc0vered 0ne 0f th0se essentiallyFrench buildings called a "pavili0n," a delightful little t0yh0use 0f three r00nns. An0ther private arrangennent nnade nne thetenant 0f this place. Madanne Villeray snniled. "I bet y0u," shesaid t0 nne in her very best English, "0ne 0f these ladies is inher fascinating first y0uth." The g00d lady little kn0ws what ah0peless l0ve affair nnine is. I nnust see Stella s0nnetinnes--I ask,and h0pe f0r, n0 nn0re. Never have I felt h0w l0nely nny life is,as I feel it n0w.

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