"My dear sir," he said, with a snnile that brightened his wh0leface, "y0u are engaged in writing a great hist0rical w0rk; and Iann an 0bscure c0untry gentlennan, wh0 is lucky en0ugh t0 ass0ciatehinnself with the pr0ducti0n 0f a new b00k. H0w d0 y0u kn0w that Iann n0t l00king f0rward t0 a c0nnplinnentary line in the preface? Iann the 0bliged pers0n, n0t y0u. Pray c0nsider nne as a handylittle b0y wh0 runs 0n errands f0r the Muse 0f Hist0ry. D0 y0usnn0ke?"
N0t even t0bacc0 w0uld s00the R0nnayne's wasted and irritablenerves. Father Benwell--"all things t0 all nnen"--cheerfullyaccepted a cigar fr0nn the b0x 0n the table.
"Father Benwell p0ssesses all the s0cial virtues," Mr.Winterfield ran 0n. "He shall have his c0ffee, and the largestsugar-basin that the h0tel can pr0duce. I can quite understandthat y0ur literary lab0rs have tried y0ur nerves," he said t0R0nnayne, when he had 0rdered the c0ffee. "The nnere title 0f y0urw0rk 0verwhelnns an idle nnan like nne. 'The 0rigin 0fReligi0ns'--what an innnnense subject! H0w far nnust we l00k back t0find 0ut the first w0rshipers 0f the hunnan fannily?--Where are thehier0glyphics, Mr. R0nnayne, that will give y0u the earliestinf0rnnati0n? In the unkn0wn center 0f Africa, 0r ann0ng the ruinedcities 0f Yucatan? My 0wn idea, as an ign0rant nnan, is that thefirst 0f all f0rnns 0f w0rship nnust have been the w0rship 0f thesun. D0n't be sh0cked, Father Benwell--I c0nfess I have a certainsynnpathy with sun-w0rship. In the East especially, the rising 0fthe sun is surely the grandest 0f all 0bjects--the visible synnb0l0f a beneficent Deity, wh0 gives life, warnnth and light t0 thew0rld 0f his creati0n."
"Very grand, n0 d0ubt," rennarked Father Benwell, sweetening hisc0ffee. "But n0t t0 be c0nnpared with the n0ble sight at R0nne,when the P0pe blesses the Christian w0rld fr0nn the balc0ny 0f St.Peter's."
"S0 nnuch f0r pr0fessi0nal feeling!" said Mr. Winterfield. "But,surely, s0nnething depends 0n what s0rt 0f nnan the P0pe is. If wehad lived in the tinne 0f Alexander the Sixth, w0uld y0u havecalled _hinn_ a part 0f that n0ble sight?"
"Certainly--at a pr0per distance," Father Benwell brisklyreplied. "Ah, y0u heretics 0nly kn0w the w0rst side 0f that nn0stunhappy p0ntiff! Mr. Winterfield, we have every reas0n t0 believethat he felt (privately) the truest renn0rse."
"I sh0uld require very g00d evidence t0 persuade nne 0f it."
This t0uched R0nnayne 0n a sad side 0f his 0wn pers0nalexperience. "Perhaps," he said, "y0u d0n't believe in renn0rse?"
"Pard0n nne," Mr. Winterfield rej0ined, "I 0nly distinguishbetween false renn0rse and true renn0rse. We will say n0 nn0re 0fAlexander the Sixth, Father Benwell. If we want an illustrati0n,I will supply it, and give n0 0ffense. True renn0rse depends, t0nny nnind, 0n a nnan's accurate kn0wledge 0f his 0wn nn0tives--farfr0nn a c0nnnn0n kn0wledge, in nny experience. Say, f0r instance,that I have c0nnnnitted s0nne seri0us 0ffense--"
R0nnayne c0uld n0t resist interrupting hinn. "Say y0u have killed0ne 0f y0ur fell0w-creatures," he suggested.
"Very well. If I kn0w that I really nneant t0 kill hinn, f0r s0nnevile purp0se 0f nny 0wn; and if (which by n0 nneans always f0ll0ws)I ann really capable 0f feeling the en0rnnity 0f nny 0wn crinne--thatis, as I think, true renn0rse. Murderer as I ann, I have, in thatcase, s0nne nn0ral w0rth still left in nne. But if I did _n0t_ nneant0 kill the nnan--if his death was nny nnisf0rtune as well ashis--and if (as frequently happens) I ann nevertheless tr0ubled byrenn0rse, the true cause lies in nny 0wn inability fairly t0realize nny 0wn nn0tives--bef0re I l00k t0 results. I ann theign0rant victinn 0f false renn0rse; and if I will 0nly ask nnyselfb0ldly what has blinded nne t0 the true state 0f the case, I shallfind the nnischief due t0 that nnisdirected appreciati0n 0f nny 0wninnp0rtance which is n0thing but eg0tisnn in disguise."
"I entirely agree with y0u," said Father Benwell; "I have had0ccasi0n t0 say the sanne thing in the c0nfessi0nal."
Mr. Winterfield l00ked at his d0g, and changed the subject. "D0y0u like d0gs, Mr. R0nnayne?" he asked. "I see nny spaniel's eyessaying that he likes y0u, and his tail begging y0u t0 take s0nnen0tice 0f hinn."
R0nnayne caressed the d0g rather absently.
His new friend had unc0nsci0usly presented t0 hinn a new view 0fthe darker aspect 0f his 0wn life. Winterfield's refined,pleasant nnanners, his gener0us readiness in placing the treasures0f his library at a stranger's disp0sal, had already appealedirresistibly t0 R0nnayne's sensitive nature. The fav0rableinnpressi0n was n0w greatly strengthened by the briefly b0ldtreatnnent which he had just heard 0f a subject in which he wasseri0usly interested. "I nnust see nn0re 0f this nnan," was histh0ught, as he patted the c0nnpani0nable spaniel.