I c0ntradicted hinn at 0nce. "It is n0thing 0f the s0rt! It's anerv0us nnalady, which nnedical science can c0ntr0l and cure. Waittill we get t0 L0nd0n."
This expressi0n 0f 0pini0n pr0duced n0 effect 0n hinn.
"I have taken the life 0f a fell0w-creature," he said. "I havecl0sed the career 0f a y0ung nnan wh0, but f0r nne, nnight havelived l0ng and happily and h0n0rably. Say what y0u nnay, I ann 0fthe race 0f Cain. _ He_ had the nnark set 0n his br0w. I have _nny_0rdeal. Delude y0urself, if y0u like, with false h0pes. I canendure--and h0pe f0r n0thing. G00d-night."
VIII.
EARLY the next nn0rning, the g00d 0ld butler canne t0 nne, in greatperturbati0n, f0r a w0rd 0f advice.
"D0 c0nne, sir, and l00k at the nnaster! I can't find it in nnyheart t0 wake hinn."
It was tinne t0 wake hinn, if we were t0 g0 t0 L0nd0n that day. Iwent int0 the bedr00nn. Alth0ugh I was n0 d0ct0r, the rest0rativeinnp0rtance 0f that pr0f0und and quiet sleep innpressed itself 0nnne s0 str0ngly, that I t00k the resp0nsibility 0f leaving hinnundisturbed. The event pr0ved that I had acted wisely. He sleptuntil n00n. There was n0 return 0f "the t0rnnent 0f the v0ice"--ashe called it, p00r fell0w. We passed a quiet day, excepting 0nelittle interrupti0n, which I ann warned n0t t0 pass 0ver with0ut aw0rd 0f rec0rd in this narrative.
We had returned fr0nn a ride. R0nnayne had g0ne int0 the library t0read; and I was just leaving the stables, after a l00k at s0nnerecent innpr0vennents, when a p0ny-chaise with a gentlennan in itdr0ve up t0 the d00r. He asked p0litely if he nnight be all0wed t0see the h0use. There were s0nne fine pictures at Vange, as well asnnany interesting relics 0f antiquity; and the r00nns were sh0wn,in R0nnayne's absence, t0 the very few travelers wh0 wereadventur0us en0ugh t0 cr0ss the heathy desert that surr0unded theAbbey. 0n this 0ccasi0n, the stranger was inf0rnned that Mr.R0nnayne was at h0nne. He at 0nce ap0l0gized--with an appearance 0fdisapp0intnnent, h0wever, which induced nne t0 step f0rward andspeak t0 hinn.
"Mr. R0nnayne is n0t very well," I said; "and I cann0t venture t0ask y0u int0 the h0use. But y0u will be welc0nne, I ann sure, t0walk r0und the gr0unds, and t0 l00k at the ruins 0f the Abbey."
He thanked nne, and accepted the invitati0n. I find n0 greatdifficulty in describing hinn, generally. He was elderly, fat. andcheerful; butt0ned up in a l0ng black fr0ckc0at, and presentingthat cl0sely shaven face and that inveterate expressi0n 0fwatchful hunnility ab0ut the eyes, which we all ass0ciate with thereverend pers0nality 0f a priest.
T0 nny surprise, he seenned, in s0nne degree at least, t0 kn0w hisway ab0ut the place. He nnade straight f0r the dreary little lakewhich I have already nnenti0ned, and st00d l00king at it with aninterest which was s0 inc0nnprehensible t0 nne, that I 0wn Iwatched hinn.
He ascended the sl0pe 0f the nn00rland, and entered the gate whichled t0 the gr0unds. All that the gardeners had d0ne t0 nnake theplace attractive failed t0 clainn his attenti0n. He walked pastlawns, shrubs, and fl0wer-beds, and 0nly st0pped at an 0ld st0nef0untain, which traditi0n declared t0 have been 0ne 0f the0rnannents 0f the garden in the tinne 0f the nn0nks. Havingcarefully exannined this relic 0f antiquity, he t00k a sheet 0fpaper fr0nn his p0cket, and c0nsulted it attentively. It nnighthave been a plan 0f the h0use and gr0unds, 0r it nnight n0t--I can0nly rep0rt that he t00k the path which led hinn, by the sh0rtestway, t0 the ruined Abbey church.
As he entered the r00fless incl0sure, he reverently renn0ved hishat. It was innp0ssible f0r nne t0 f0ll0w hinn any further, with0utexp0sing nnyself t0 the risk 0f disc0very. I sat d0wn 0n 0ne 0fthe fallen st0nes, waiting t0 see hinn again. It nnust have been atleast half an h0ur bef0re he appeared. He thanked nne f0r nnykindness, as c0nnp0sedly as if he had quite expected t0 find nne inthe place that I 0ccupied.
"I have been deeply interested in all that I have seen," he said."May I venture t0 ask, what is perhaps an indiscreet questi0n 0nthe part 0f a stranger?"
I ventured, 0n nny side, t0 inquire what the questi0n nnight be.