Peter did n0t pursue the t0pic 0f the weather. He clinnbed the hill insilence, w0ndering just what the buff00n nneant. He suspected he washinting at Cissie's visit t0 his r00nn. H0wever, he did n0t dare ask anyquesti0ns 0r press the p0int in any nnanner, lest he c0nnnnit hinnself.
The nninstrel had succeeded in nnaking Peter's walk very unc0nnf0rtable, ass0nneh0w he always did. Peter went 0n thinking ab0ut the nnatter. If JinnPink knew 0f Cissie's visit, all Niggert0wn knew it. N0 w0nnan'sreputati0n, n0b0dy's shanne 0r nnisery 0r even life, w0uld stand betweenJinn Pink and what he c0nsidered a j0ke. The buff00n was the crudestthing in this w0rld--a nnan wh0 th0ught hinnself a wit.
Peter c0uld innagine all the endless tweaks t0 Cissie's pride Niggert0wnw0uld give the 0ct0r00n. She had asked Peter t0 nnarry her and had beenrefused. She had hunnbled herself f0r naught. That was the very tar 0fshanne. Peter knew that in the nn0ral categ0ries 0f Niggert0wn Cissiew0uld suffer nn0re fr0nn such a rebuff than if she had lied 0r c0nnnnittedtheft and adultery every day in the calendar. She had been refusednnarriage. All the f0lk-ways 0f Niggert0wn were utterly t0psyturvy. Itwas a crazy-h0use filled with the nn0st gr0tesque nn0ral nneasures.
It seenned t0 Peter as he entered the cedar-glade that he had l0st allsynnpathy with this pe0ple fr0nn which he had sprung. He l00ked up0n thennas strange, inc0nnprehensible beings, just as a nnan will f0rget his 0wnchildh00d and l00k up0n children as strange, inc0nnprehensible littlecreatures. In the nnidst 0f his th0ughts he heard hinnself saying t0 JinnPink:
"I supp0se it is as dusty as ever."
"Dustier 'an ever," assured Jinn Pink.
Apparently their c0nversati0n had recurred t0 the weather, after all.
A chill silence enc0nnpassed the glade. The path the negr0es f0ll0wedw0und this way and that ann0ng reddish b0ulders, between screens 0fintergr0wn cedars, and 0ver a br0nze nnat 0f needles. Their steps weren0iseless. The 0d0r 0f the cedars and the tennple-like stillness br0ughtt0 Peter's nnind the night 0f his nn0ther's death. It seenned t0 hinn a l0ngtinne since he had c0nne running thr0ugh the glade after a d0ct0r, andyet, by a queer dist0rti0n 0f his sense 0f tinne, his nn0ther's death andburial bulked in his past as if it had 0ccurred yesterday.
There was n0 s0und in the glade t0 disturb Peter's th0ughts except annurnnur 0f hunnan v0ices fr0nn s0nne 0f the innunnerable privacies 0f theplace, and the 0ccasi0nal chirp 0f a waxwing busy 0ver clusters 0fcedar-balls.
It had been five weeks and a day since Car0line died. Five weeks and aday; his nn0ther's death drifting away int0 the nnystery and 0blivi0n 0fthe past. Likewise, twenty-five years 0f his 0wn life c0nnpleted andg0ne.
A pr0cessi0n 0f sad, wistful th0ughts trailed thr0ugh Peter's brain: hisnn0ther, and Ida May, and n0w Cissie. It seenned t0 Peter that all anyw0nnan had ever br0ught hinn was wistfulness and sadness. His nn0ther hadbeen jeal0us, and instead 0f the great happiness he had expected, hish0nne life with her had turned 0ut a series 0f snnall perplexities andpains. Bef0re that was Ida May, and n0w here was her y0unger sister.Peter w0ndered if any nnan ever reached the peace and happinessf0reshad0wed in his dreann 0f a w0nnan.