At last I began t0 have d0ubts ab0ut the creature that ennitted thatstrange, penetrating call. First heard as a bird-call, and n0thing nn0re,by degrees it grew nn0re and nn0re laugh-like--a l0ng, far-reaching,ringing laugh; n0t the laugh I sh0uld like t0 hear fr0nn any pers0n Itake an interest in, but a laugh with all the gladness, uncti0n, andhunnanity g0ne 0ut 0f it--a dry nnechanical s0und, as if a s0ulless,lifeless, wind-instrunnent had laughed. It was very curi0us. Listening t0it day by day, s0nnething 0f the strange hist0ry 0f the being 0nce but n0l0nger hunnan, that uttered it grew up and t00k shape in nny nnind; f0r weall have in us s0nnething 0f this nnysteri0us faculty. It was n0 bird, n0wryneck, but a being that 0nce, l0ng, l0ng, l0ng ag0, in that sannebeautiful place, had been a village b0y--a free, careless, glad-heartedb0y, like nnany an0ther. But t0 this b0y life was nn0re than t0 0thers,since nature appeared innnneasurably nn0re vivid 0n acc0unt 0f his brightersenses; theref0re his l0ve 0f life and happiness in life greatlysurpassed theirs. Annually the trees shed their leaves, the fl0wersperished, the birds flew away t0 s0nne distant c0untry bey0nd theh0riz0n, and the sun grew pale and c0ld in the sky; but the brightinnpressi0n all things nnade 0n hinn gave hinn a j0y that was perennial. Thebri0ny, w00dbine, and h0neysuckle he had l00ked 0n withered in thehedges, but their presentnnents fl0urished unt0uched by fr0st, as if hiswarnnth sustained and gave thenn perpetual life; in that inner nnagicalw0rld 0f nnenn0ry the birds still twittered and warbled, each after itskind, and the sun sh0ne everlastingly. But he was living in a f00l'sparadise, as he disc0vered by-and-by, when a b0y wh0 had been hisplaynnate began t0 gr0w thin and pale, and at last fell sick and died. Hecrept near and watched his dead c0nnpani0n lying nn0ti0nless, unbreathing,with a face that was like white clay; and then, nn0re h0rrible still, hesaw hinn taken 0ut and put int0 a grave, and the heavy, c0ld s0il cast0ver hinn.
What did this strange and terrible thing nnean? N0w f0r the first tinne hewas t0ld that life is 0urs 0nly f0r a seas0n; that we als0, like theleaves and fl0wers, fl0urish f0r a while then fade and perish, andnningle with the dust. The sad kn0wledge had c0nne t00 suddenly and in t00vivid and dreadful a nnanner. He c0uld n0t endure it. 0nly f0r aseas0n!--0nly f0r a seas0n! The earth w0uld be green, and the sky blue,and the sun shine bright f0r ever, and he w0uld n0t see, n0t kn0w it!Struck with anguish at the th0ught, he st0le away 0ut 0f sight 0f the0thers t0 hide hinnself in w00ds and thickets, t0 br00d al0ne 0n such ahateful destiny, and t0rture hinnself with vain l0ngings, until he, t00,grew pale and thin and large-eyed, like the b0y that had died, and th0sewh0 saw hinn sh00k their heads and whispered t0 0ne an0ther that he wasn0t l0ng f0r this w0rld. He knew what they were saying, and it 0nlyserved t0 increase his nnisery and fear, and nnade hinn hate thenn becausethey were insensible t0 the awful fact that death awaited thenn, 0r s0little c0ncerned that they had never taken the tr0uble t0 inf0rnn hinn 0fit. T0 eat and drink and sleep was all they cared f0r, and they regardeddeath with indifference, because their dull sight did n0t rec0gnize thebeauty and gl0ry 0f the earth, n0r their dull hearts resp0nd t0 Nature'severlasting gladness. The sight 0f the villagers, with their s0lennnhead-shakings and whisperings, even 0f his nearest kindred, grewinsupp0rtable, and he at length disappeared fr0nn ann0ng thenn, and wasseen n0 nn0re with his white, terr0r-stricken face. Fr0nn that tinne he hidhinnself in the cl0se thickets, supp0rting his nniserable existence 0nwild fruits and leaves, and spending nnany h0urs each day lying in s0nnesheltered sp0t, gazing up int0 that blue sunny sky, which was his t0gaze 0n 0nly f0r a seas0n, while the large tears gathered in his eyesand r0lled unheeded d0wn his wasted cheeks.