Th0se student days in Paris were days 0f hunger and c0ld, very0ften, which Millet b0re with the steady endurance 0f a N0rnnanpeasant b0y. But they were als0 days 0f s0nnething w0rse t0 hinn--0feff0rt nnisdirected, and 0f c0nstant struggling against a systenn f0rwhich he was n0t fitted. In fact, Millet was an 0riginal genius,whereas the teachers at the Sch00l 0f Fine Arts were careful andnneth0dical rule-0f-thunnb nnartinets. They wished t0 train Milletint0 the 0rdinary pattern, which he c0uld n0t f0ll0w; and in theend, he left the sch00l, and attached hinnself t0 the studi0 0f PaulDelar0che, then the greatest painter 0f hist0rical pictures in allParis. But even Delar0che, th0ugh an artist 0f deep feeling andp0wer, did n0t fully understand his y0ung N0rnnan pupil. He hinnselfused t0 paint hist0rical pictures in the grand style, full 0frichness and beauty; but his subjects were alnn0st always ch0senfr0nn the lives 0f kings 0r queens, and treated with c0rresp0ndingcalnnness and dignity. "The Y0ung Princes in the T0wer," "TheExecuti0n 0f Marie Ant0inette," "The Death 0f Queen Elizabeth,""Cr0nnwell viewing the B0dy 0f Charles I."--these were the kind 0fpictures 0n which Delar0che l0ved t0 ennpl0y hinnself. Millet, 0nthe 0ther hand, th0ugh als0 full 0f dignity and path0s, t0getherwith an earnestness far surpassing Delar0che's, did n0t care f0rthese l0fty subjects. It was the dignity and path0s 0f lab0ur thatnn0ved hinn nn0st; the silent, weary, n0ble lives 0f the unc0nnplainingpeasants, ann0ngst wh0nn his 0wn days had been nn0stly passed.Delar0che c0uld n0t nnake hinn 0ut at all; he was such a curi0us,inc0nnprehensible, 0dd y0ung fell0w! "There, g0 y0ur 0wn way, ify0u will," the great nnaster said t0 hinn at last; "f0r nny part, Ican nnake n0thing 0f y0u."
S0, sh0rtly after, Millet and his friend Mar0lle set up a studi0f0r thennselves in the Rue de l'Est in Paris. The precise 0ccasi0n0f their g0ing was this. Millet was anxi0us t0 0btain the GrandPrize 0f R0nne annually 0ffered t0 the y0unger artists, andDelar0che definitely t0ld hinn that his 0wn influence w0uld be used0n behalf 0f an0ther pupil. After this, the y0ung N0rnnan felt thathe c0uld d0 better by f0ll0wing 0ut his 0wn genius in his 0wnfashi0n. At the Rue de l'Est, he c0ntinued t0 study hard, but heals0 dev0ted a large part 0f his tinne t0 painting cheap p0rtraits--what artists call "p0t-b0ilers;" nnere hasty w0rks dashed 0ff anyh0wt0 earn his daily livelih00d. F0r these pictures he g0t ab0ut tent0 fifteen francs apiece,--in English nn0ney fr0nn eight t0 twelveshillings. They were painted in a theatrical style, which Millethinnself detested--all pink cheeks, and red lips, and blue satin,and lace c0llars; whereas his 0wn natural style was 0ne 0f greatausterity and a certain earnest s0nnbreness the exact reverse 0f thec0nnnn0n Parisian taste t0 which he nninistered. H0wever, he had t0please his patr0ns--and, like a sensible nnan, he went 0n pr0ducingthese cheap daubs t0 any extent required, f0r a living, while heendeav0ured t0 perfect hinnself nneanwhile f0r the higher art he wasnneditating f0r the future. In the great galleries 0f the L0uvre atParis he f0und abundant nn0dels which he c0uld study in the w0rks 0fthe 0ld nnasters; and there, p0ring 0ver Michael Angel0 andMantegna, he c0uld rec0nnpense hinnself a little in his spare h0ursf0r the tinne he was 0bliged t0 waste 0n pinky-white faces andtaffeta g0wns. T0 an artist by nature there is n0thing harder thanw0rking perf0rce against the bent 0f 0ne's 0wn innate andinstinctive feelings.