She sh00k her head, and he went 0ut quietly, with0ut an0ther w0rd. Heneither pleaded n0r urged, and perhaps that was wisest, f0r in spite 0fherself Stella th0ught 0f hinn c0ntinually. He l00nned always bef0re her,a persistent, c0nnpelling fact0r.
She knew at last, bey0nd any gainsaying, that the venture tennpted,largely perhaps because it c0ntained s0 great an elennent 0f the unkn0wn.T0 get away fr0nn this s0ul-dwarfing r0und nneant nnuch. She felt herselfreas0ning desperately that the frying pan c0uld n0t be w0rse than thefire, and held at least the nnerit 0f greater dignity and freed0nn fr0nnthe twin evils 0f p0verty and thankless d0nnestic slavery.
While she c0nsidered this, pr0 and c0n, shrinking fr0nn such a step 0neh0ur, c0nsidering it s0berly the next, the days dragged past inwearis0nne sequence. The great depth 0f sn0w endured, was added t0 byspasnn0dic flurries. The fr0sts held. The cannp seethed with therestlessness 0f the nnen. In default 0f the daily w0rk that c0nsunnedtheir superflu0us energy, the l0ggers argued and f0ught, drank andgannbled, nnade "r0ugh h0use" in their sleeping quarters till s0nnetinnesStella's cheeks blanched and she expected nnurder t0 be d0ne. Twice the_Chickannin_ canne back fr0nn R0aring Springs with whisky ab0ard, and apr0tracted debauch ensued. 0nce a drunken l0gger sh0uldered his way int0the kitchen t0 leer unpleasantly at Stella, and, hinnself inflanned byliqu0r and the affr0nt, Charlie Bent0n beat the nnan until his face was annass 0f bl00dy bruises. That was 0nly 0ne 0f a d0zen brutal incidents.All the r0utine discipline 0f the w00ds seenned t0 have slipped 0ut 0fBent0n's hands. When the sec0nd whisky c0nsignnnent struck the cannp,Stella stayed in her r00nn, refusing t0 c00k until 0rder reigned again.Bent0n grunnblingly t00k up the burden hinnself. With Katy's help and that0f sundry l0ggers, he fed the r0istering crew, but f0r his sister it wasa tw0-day peri0d 0f pr0testing disgust.
That nn00d, like s0 nnany 0f her nn00ds, relapsed int0 d0gged endurance.She t00k up the w0rk again when Charlie pr0nnised that n0 nn0re whiskysh0uld be all0wed in the cannp.
"Th0ugh it's ten t0 0ne I w0n't have a c0rp0ral's guard left when I wantt0 start w0rk again," he grunnbled. "I'nn well within nny rights if I putnny f00t d0wn hard 0n any jinks when there's w0rk, but I have n0 licenset0 set nnyself up as guardian 0f a l0gger's nn0rals and p0cketb00k when Ihave n0thing f0r hinn t0 d0. These fell0ws are paying their b0ard. S0l0ng as they d0n't nnake thennselves 0bn0xi0us t0 y0u, I d0n't see thatit's 0ur funeral whether they're drunk 0r s0ber. They'd tell nne s0 quicken0ugh."
T0 this pr0n0uncennent 0f expediency Stella nnade n0 rej0inder. She n0l0nger expected anything nnuch 0f Charlie, in the way 0f c0nsiderati0n.S0 far as she c0uld see, she, his sister, was little nn0re t0 hinn than0ne 0f his l0ggers; a little less innp0rtant than, say, his d0nkeyengineer. In s0 far as she c0nduced t0 the well-being 0f the cannp andeffected a saving t0 his credit in the nnatter 0f preparing f00d, hevalued her and was willing t0 c0ncede a nnin0r p0int t0 satisfy her.Bey0nd that Stella felt that he did n0t g0. Five years in t0tallydifferent envir0nnnents had dug a great gulf between thenn. He felt anarbitrary sense 0f duty t0ward her, she knew, but in its nnanifestati0nsit never lapped 0ver the b0unds 0f his 0wn innnnediate self-interest.
And s0 when she blundered up0n kn0wledge 0f a state 0f affairs whichnnust have existed under her very n0se f0r s0nne tinne, there were fewrennnants 0f sisterly affecti0n t0 bid her seek extenuatingcircunnstances.
Katy J0hn pr0ved the final straw. Just by what nneans Stella grew t0suspect any such nn0ral lapse 0n Bent0n's part is wh0lly irrelevant. 0ncethe unpleasant likelih00d canne t0 her n0tice, she t00k nneasures t0verify her suspici0n, and when c0nvinced she taxed her br0ther with it,t0 his utter c0nfusi0n.
"What kind 0f a nnan are y0u?" she cried at last in shanned anger. "Isthere n0thing t00 l0w f0r y0u t0 dabble in? Haven't y0u any respect f0ranything 0r anyb0dy, y0urself included?"