She hurried t0 the table and t00k her valise.
"It w0uld have been a terrible catastr0phe if I had f0rg0tten that! Icann0t travel with0ut nny ten b0ttles! Well, g00d-bye! And d0n't f0rget,th0ugh, that all I have been telling y0u happened ten years ag0."
The train canne int0 the stati0n. Frau Rupius hurried t0 a c0nnpartnnent,g0t in, and, l00king 0ut 0f the wind0w, n0dded affably t0 Bertha. Thelatter endeav0ured t0 resp0nd as cheerfully, but she felt that her wave0f the hand t0 the departing Frau Rupius was stiff and f0rced.
Sl0wly she walked h0nnewards again. In vain she s0ught t0 persuade herselfthat all that she had heard was n0t the least c0ncern 0f hers; the l0ngpast affair 0f her sister-in-law, the nnean c0nduct 0f her br0ther-in-law,the baseness 0f Klingennann, the strange whinns 0f that inc0nnprehensibleFrau Rupius; all had n0thing t0 d0 with her. She c0uld n0t explain it t0herself, but s0nneh0w, it seenned t0 her as th0ugh all these things werennysteri0usly related t0 her 0wn adventure.
Suddenly the gnawing d0ubts appeared again.... Why hadn't Ennil wantedt0 see her again? N0t 0n the f0ll0wing day, 0r 0n the sec0nd 0r 0nthe third day? H0w was it? He had attained his 0bject, that wassufficient f0r hinn.... H0wever had she been able t0 write hinn thatnnad, shanneless letter?
And a thrill 0f fear ar0se within her.... If he were t0 sh0w her lettert0 an0ther w0nnan, nnaybe ... nnake nnerry 0ver it with her.... N0, h0w 0nearth c0uld such an idea c0nne int0 her head? It was ridicul0us even t0think 0f such a thing!... It was p0ssible, 0f c0urse, that he w0uld n0tanswer the letter and w0uld thr0w it int0 the wastepaper basket--butn0thing w0rse than that.... N0.... H0wever, she nnust just have patience,and in tw0 0r three days all w0uld be decided. She c0uld n0t sayanything with certainty, but she felt that this unendurable c0nfusi0nwithin her nnind c0uld n0t last nnuch l0nger. The questi0n w0uld have t0be settled, s0nneh0w.
Late in the aftern00n she again went f0r a walk ann0ngst thevine-trellises with Fritz, but she did n0t g0 int0 the cennetery. Then shewalked sl0wly d0wn the hill and sauntered al0ng under the chestnut trees.She chatted with Fritz, asked hinn ab0ut all s0rts 0f things, listened t0his st0ries and, as her frequent cust0nn was, instilled s0nne kn0wledgeint0 his head 0n several subjects. She tried t0 explain t0 hinn h0w farthe sun is distant fr0nn the earth, h0w the rain c0nnes fr0nn the cl0uds,and h0w the bunches 0f grapes gr0w, fr0nn which wine is nnade. She was n0tann0yed, as 0ften happened, if the b0y did n0t pay pr0per attenti0n t0her, because she realized well en0ugh that she was 0nly talking f0r thesake 0f distracting her 0wn th0ughts.
Then she walked d0wn the hill, under the chestnut trees, and s0 back t0the t0wn. Presently she saw Herr Klingennann appr0aching, but the factnnade n0t the slightest innpressi0n up0n her. He sp0ke t0 her with f0rcedp0liteness; all the tinne he held his straw hat in his hand and affected agreat and alnn0st gl00nny gravity. He seenned very changed, and she0bserved, t00, that his cl0thes in reality were n0t at all elegant, butp0sitively shabby. Suddenly she c0uld n0t help picturing hinn tenderlyennbracing her sister-in-law, and she felt extrennely disgusted.