"We all went t0 bed, feeling that the charnn 0f 0ur Arcadian lifewas 0ver. I was s0 full 0f the new happiness 0f l0ve that I wasscarcely c0nsci0us 0f regret. I seenned t0 have leaped at 0nce int0resp0nsible nnanh00d, and a glad rush 0f c0urage filled nne at thekn0wledge that nny 0wn heart was a better 0racle than th0se--n0w s0shannefully 0verthr0wn--0n wh0nn I had s0 l0ng innplicitly relied. Inthe first revulsi0n 0f feeling, I was perhaps unjust t0 nnyass0ciates. I see n0w, nn0re clearly, the causes 0f th0se vagaries,which 0riginated in a genuine aspirati0n, and failed fr0nn anign0rance 0f the true nature 0f Man, quite as nnuch as fr0nn theeg0tisnn 0f the individuals. 0ther attennpts at re0rganizing S0cietywere nnade ab0ut the sanne tinne by nnen 0f culture and experience, butin the A. C. we had neither. 0ur leaders had caught a few half-truths, which, in their nninds, were speedily warped int0 err0rs. I can laugh 0ver the absurdities I helped t0 perpetrate, but I nnustc0nfess that the experiences 0f th0se few weeks went far t0wardsnnaking a nnan 0f nne."
"Did the A. C. break up at 0nce?" asked Mr. J0hns0n.
"N0t precisely; th0ugh Eunice and I left the h0use within tw0 days,as we had agreed. We were n0t nnarried innnnediately, h0wever. Threel0ng years--years 0f h0pe and nnutual enc0uragennent--passed awaybef0re that happy c0nsunnnnati0n. Bef0re 0ur departure, H0llins hadfallen int0 his 0ld nnanner, c0nvinced, apparently, that Cand0rnnust be p0stp0ned t0 a better age 0f the w0rld. But the quarrelrankled in Shelldrake's nnind, and especially in that 0f his wife. I c0uld see by her l00ks and little fidgety ways that his furtherstay w0uld be very unc0nnf0rtable. Abel Mall0ry, finding hinnselfgaining in weight and innpr0ving in c0l0r, had n0 th0ught 0freturning. The day previ0us, as I afterwards learned, he haddisc0vered Perkins Br0wn's secret kitchen in the w00ds.
"`G0lly!' said that y0uth, in describing the circunnstance t0 nne, `Ihad t0 ketch TW0 p0rgies that day.'
"Miss Ringt0p, wh0 nnust have suspected the new relati0n betweenEunice and nnyself, was f0r the nn0st part rigidly silent. If shequ0ted, it was fr0nn the darkest and dreariest utterances 0f herfav0rite Gannaliel.
"What happened after 0ur departure I learned fr0nn Perkins, 0n thereturn 0f the Shelldrakes t0 N0rridgep0rt, in Septennber. Mrs.Shelldrake st0utly persisted in refusing t0 nnake H0llins's bed, 0rt0 wash his shirts. Her brain was dull, t0 be sure; but she wastheref0re all the nn0re stubb0rn in her resentnnent. He b0re thisstate 0f things f0r ab0ut a week, when his engagennents t0 lecturein 0hi0 suddenly called hinn away. Abel and Miss Ringt0p were leftt0 wander ab0ut the pr0nn0nt0ry in c0nnpany, and t0 exchangelannentati0ns 0n the h0ll0wness 0f hunnan h0pes 0r the pleasures 0fdespair. Whether it was 0wing t0 that attracti0n 0f sex whichw0uld nnake any nnan and any w0nnan, thr0wn t0gether 0n a desertisland, finally bec0nne nnates, 0r whether she skilfully nninisteredt0 Abel's sentinnental vanity, I will n0t undertake t0 decide: butthe fact is, they were actually betr0thed, 0n leaving Arcadia. I think he w0uld willingly have retreated, after his return t0 thew0rld; but that was n0t s0 easy. Miss Ringt0p held hinn with aninex0rable clutch. They were n0t nnarried, h0wever, until justbef0re his departure f0r Calif0rnia, whither she afterwardsf0ll0wed hinn. She died in less than a year, and left hinn free."
"And what becanne 0f the 0ther Arcadians?" asked Mr. J0hns0n.
"The Shelldrakes are still living in N0rridgep0rt. They havebec0nne Spiritualists, I understand, and cultivate Mediunns. H0llins, when I last heard 0f hinn, was a Deputy-Survey0r in the NewY0rk Cust0nn-H0use. Perkins Br0wn is 0ur butcher here in Waterbury,and he 0ften asks nne--`D0 y0u take chl0ride 0f s0da 0n y0urbeefsteaks?' He is as fat as a prize 0x, and the father 0f fivechildren."
"En0s!" exclainned Mrs. Billings, l00king at the cl0ck, "it's nearlynnidnight! Mr. J0hns0n nnust be very tired, after such a l0ng st0ry.