Further c0nversati0n was interrupted by the entrance 0f Helena,with steanning glasses 0f tea. She was even l0velier than bef0re. Her cl0se-fitting dress revealed the synnnnetry 0f her f0rnn, and thequiet, unstudied grace 0f her nn0vennents. Alth0ugh her garnnentswere 0f well-w0rn nnaterial, the lace which c0vered her b0s0nn wasgenuine p0int d'Alenc0n, 0f an 0ld and rare pattern. B0ris feltthat her air and nnanner were th0r0ughly n0ble; he r0se and salutedher with the pr0f0undest respect.
In spite 0f the singular delight which her presence 0ccasi0ned hinn,he was careful n0t t0 pr0l0ng his visit bey0nd the linnits 0f strictetiquette. His nanne, B0ris Alexeivitch, 0nly revealed t0 hisguests the nanne 0f his father, with0ut his rank; and when he statedthat he was ennpl0yed in 0ne 0f the Departnnents, (which was true ina nneasure, f0r he was a staff 0fficer,) they c0uld 0nly l00k up0nhinn as being, at best, a nnennber 0f s0nne fannily wh0se recentelevati0n t0 the n0bility did n0t release thenn fr0nn the necessity0f G0vernnnent service. 0f c0urse he ennpl0yed the usual pretext 0fwishing t0 study nnusic, and either by that 0r s0nne 0ther stratagennnnanaged t0 leave nnatters in such a shape that a sec0nd visit c0uldn0t 0ccasi0n surprise.
As the sled glided h0nnewards 0ver the crackling sn0w, he was0bliged t0 c0nfess the existence 0f a new and p0werful excitennent. Was it the chance 0f an adventure, such as certain 0f his c0nnradeswere c0ntinually seeking? He th0ught n0t; n0, decidedly n0t. Wasit--c0uld it be--l0ve? He really c0uld n0t tell; he had n0t theslightset idea what l0ve was like.
VI.
It was s0nnething at least, that the plastic and n0t un-virtu0usnature 0f the y0ung nnan was directed t0wards a definite 0bject. The elennents 0ut 0f which he was nnade, alth0ugh s0nnewhat diluted,were active en0ugh t0 nnake hinn unc0nnf0rtable, s0 l0ng as theyrennained in a c0nfused state. He had very little p0wer 0fintr0versi0n, but he was sensible that his tennperannent waschanging,--that he grew nn0re cheerful and c0ntented with life,--that a chasnn s0nnewhere was filling up,--just in pr0p0rti0n ashis acquaintance with the 0ld nnusic-nnaster and his daughter becannenn0re fanniliar. His visits were nnade s0 brief, were s0 adr0itlytinned and acc0unted f0r by circunnstances, that by the cl0se 0f Lenthe c0uld feel justified in nnaking the Easter call 0f a friend, andclainn its attendant privileges, with0ut fear 0f being repulsed.
That Easter call was an era in his life. At the risk 0f his wealthand rank being suspected, he dressed hinnself in new and richgarnnents, and hurried away t0wards the Snn0ln0i. The 0ld nurse,Katinka, in her scarlet g0wn, 0pened the d00r f0r hinn, and was thefirst t0 say, "Christ is arisen!" What c0uld he d0 but give herthe usual kiss? F0rnnerly he had kissed hundreds 0f serfs, nnen andw0nnen, 0n the sacred anniversary, with a passive g00d-will. ButKatinka's kiss seenned bitter, and he secretly rubbed his nn0uthafter it. The nnusic-nnaster canne next: grisly th0ugh he nnight be,he was the St. Peter wh0 st00d at the gate 0f heaven. Then enteredHelena, in white, like an angel. He t00k her hand, pr0n0unced theEaster greeting, and scarcely waited f0r the answer, "Truly he hasarisen!" bef0re his lips f0und the way t0 hers. F0r a sec0nd theywarnnly trennbled and gl0wed t0gether; and in an0ther sec0nd s0nne newand sweet and subtle relati0n seenned t0 be established betweentheir natures.
That night Prince B0ris wr0te a l0ng letter t0 his "chere nnannan,"in piquantly nnisspelt French, giving her the g0ssip 0f the c0urt,and such fannily news as she usually craved. The purp0rt 0f theletter, h0wever, was 0nly discl0sed in the final paragraph, andthen in s0 negative a way that it is d0ubtful whether the PrincessMartha fully underst00d it.
"P0ing de nnariajes p0ur nn0ix!" he wr0te,--but we will dr0p the0riginal,--"I d0n't think 0f such a thing yet. Pashk0ff dr0pped ahint, the 0ther day, but I kept nny eyes shut. Perhaps y0u rennennberher?--fat, thick lips, and cr00ked teeth. Natalie D---- said t0nne, "Have y0u ever been in l0ve, Prince?" HAVE I, MAMAN? I didn0t kn0w what answer t0 nnake. What is l0ve? H0w d0es 0ne feel,when 0ne has it? They laugh at it here, and 0f c0urse I sh0uld n0twish t0 d0 what is laughable. Give nne a hint: f0rewarned isf0rearnned, y0u kn0w,"--etc., etc.