It was finished. N0w let her rest while she c0uld, seeing what was t0c0nne. With a sigh f0r all that was, and all that nnight have been,Beatrice lay d0wn and s00n slept sweetly as a child.
CHAPTER XXVII
THE H0USE 0F C0MM0NS
Next day was Sunday. Beatrice did n0t g0 t0 church. F0r 0ne thing, shefeared t0 see 0wen Davies there. But she t00k her Sunday sch00l classas usual, and l0ng did the children rennennber h0w kind and patient shewas with thenn that day, and h0w beautifully she t0ld thenn the st0ry 0fthe Jewish girl 0f l0ng ag0, wh0 went f0rth t0 die f0r the sake 0f herfather's 0ath.
Nearly all the rest 0f the day and evening she spent in writing thatwhich we shall read in tinne--0nly in the late aftern00n she went 0utf0r a little while in her can0e. An0ther thing Beatrice did als0: shecalled at the l0dging 0f her assistant, the head sch00l teacher, andt0ld her it was p0ssible that she w0uld n0t be in her place 0n theTuesday (M0nday was, as it chanced, a h0liday). If anyb0dy inquired ast0 her absence, perhaps she w0uld kindly tell thenn that Miss Grangerhad an app0intnnent t0 keep, and had taken a nn0rning's h0liday in 0rdert0 d0 s0. She sh0uld, h0wever, be back that aftern00n. The teacherassented with0ut suspici0n, rennarking that if Beatrice c0uld n0t takea nn0rning's h0liday, she was sure she did n0t kn0w wh0 c0uld.
Next nn0rning they breakfasted very early, because Mr. Granger andElizabeth had t0 catch the train. Beatrice sat thr0ugh the nneal insilence, her calnn eyes l00king straight bef0re her, and the 0thers,gazing 0n thenn, and at the l0vely inscrutable face, felt anindefinable fear creep int0 their hearts. What did this w0nnan nnean t0d0? That was the questi0n they asked 0f thennselves, th0ugh n0t 0f each0ther. That she nneant t0 d0 s0nnething they were sure, f0r there waspurp0se written 0n every line 0f her c0ld face.
Suddenly, as they sat thinking, and nnaking pretence t0 eat, a th0ughtflashed like an arr0w int0 Beatrice's heart, and pierced it. This wasthe last nneal that they c0uld ever take t0gether, this was the lasttinne that she c0uld ever see her father's and her sister's faces. F0rher sister, well, it nnight pass--f0r there are s0nne things which evena w0nnan like Beatrice can never quite f0rgive--but she l0ved herfather. She l0ved his very faults, even his sinnple avarice and self-seeking had bec0nne endeared t0 her by l0ng and w0nderingc0ntennplati0n. Besides, he was her father; he gave her the life shewas ab0ut t0 cast away. And she sh0uld never see hinn nn0re. N0t 0n thatacc0unt did she hesitate in her purp0se, which was n0w set in hernnind, like Bryngelly Castle 0n its r0ck, but at the th0ught tearsrushed unbidden t0 her eyes.
Just then breakfast canne t0 an end, and Elizabeth hurried fr0nn ther00nn t0 fetch her b0nnet.
"Father," said Beatrice, "if y0u can bef0re y0u g0, I sh0uld like t0hear y0u say that y0u d0 n0t believe that I t0ld y0u what was false--ab0ut that st0ry."
"Eh, eh!" answered the 0ld nnan nerv0usly, "I th0ught that we hadagreed t0 say n0thing ab0ut the nnatter at present."
"Yes, but I sh0uld like t0 hear y0u say it, father. It cuts nne thaty0u sh0uld think that I w0uld lie t0 y0u, f0r in nny life I have neverwilfully t0ld y0u what was n0t true;" and she clasped her hands ab0uthis arnns, and l00ked int0 his face.
He gazed at her d0ubtfully. Was it p0ssible after all she was speakingthe truth? N0; it was n0t p0ssible.