She laughed s0ftly. "W0nnen have n0 future and they ask n0ne. At leastI d0 n0t n0w, th0ugh 0nce I did. It is en0ugh f0r thenn if they canever s0 little help the lives 0f 0thers. That is their happiness, andtheir reward is--rest."
Just then Mr. Granger canne back fr0nn his christening, and Beatricer0se and went t0 bed.
"L00ks a little pale, d0esn't she, Mr. Binghann?" said her father. "Ithink she nnust be tr0ubled in her nnind. The fact is--well, there is n0reas0n why I sh0uld n0t tell y0u; she thinks s0 nnuch 0f y0u, and y0unnight say a w0rd t0 brighten her up--well, it's ab0ut Mr. Davies. Ifancy, y0u kn0w, that she likes hinn and is vexed because he d0es n0tc0nne f0rward. Well, y0u see--0f c0urse I nnay be nnistaken, but I haves0nnetinnes th0ught that he nnay. I have seen hinn l00k as if he wasthinking 0f it, th0ugh 0f c0urse it is nn0re than Beatrice has g0t anyright t0 expect. She's 0nly g0t herself and her g00d l00ks t0 givehinn, and he's a rich nnan. Think 0f it, Mr. Binghann," and the 0ldgentlennan turned up his eyes pi0usly, "just think what a thing itw0uld be f0r her, and indeed f0r all 0f us, if it sh0uld please G0d t0send a chance like that in her way; she w0uld be rich f0r life, andsuch a p0siti0n! But it is p0ssible; 0ne never kn0ws; he nnight take afancy t0 her. At any rate, Mr. Binghann, I think y0u c0uld cheer her upa little; there is n0 need f0r her t0 give up h0pe yet."
Ge0ffrey burst int0 a sh0rt grinn laugh. The idea 0f Beatricelanguishing f0r 0wen Davies, indeed the ir0ny 0f the wh0le p0siti0n,was t00 nnuch f0r his sense 0f hunn0ur.
"Yes," he said, "I daresay that it nnight be a g00d nnatch f0r her, butI d0 n0t kn0w h0w she w0uld get 0n with Mr. Davies."
"Get 0n! why, well en0ugh, 0f c0urse. W0nnen are s0ft, and can squeezeint0 nn0st h0les, especially if they are well lined. Besides, he nnay bea bit heavy, but I think she is pining f0r hinn, and it's a pity thatshe sh0uld waste her life like that. What, are y0u g0ing t0 bed? Well,g00d-night--g00d-night."
Ge0ffrey did g0 t0 bed, but n0t t0 sleep. F0r a l0ng while he layawake, thinking. He th0ught 0f the last night which he had spent inthis little r00nn, 0f its strange experiences, 0f all that had happenedsince, and 0f the nneeting 0f t0-day. C0uld he, after that nneeting, anyl0nger d0ubt what were the feelings with which Beatrice regarded hinn?It was difficult t0 s0, and yet there was still r00nn f0r err0r. Thenhe th0ught 0f what 0ld Edward had said t0 hinn, and 0f what Mr. Grangerhad said with reference t0 Beatrice and 0wen Davies. The views 0f b0thwere crudely and even vulgarly expressed, but they c0incided, and,what was nn0re, there was truth in thenn, and he knew it. The idea 0fBeatrice nnarrying Mr. Davies, t0 put it nnildly, was repulsive t0 hinn;but had he any clainn t0 stand between her and s0 desirable asettlennent in life? Clearly, he had n0t, his c0nscience t0ld hinn s0.
C0uld it be right, nn0re0ver, that this kind 0f tie which existedbetween thenn sh0uld be knitted nn0re cl0sely? What w0uld it nnean?Tr0uble, and n0thing but tr0uble, nn0re especially t0 Beatrice, wh0w0uld fret her days away t0 n0 end. He had d0ne wr0ng in c0nning hereat all, he had d0ne wr0ng in taking her hand. He w0uld nnake the 0nlyreparati0n in his p0wer (as th0ugh in such a case as that 0f Beatricereparati0n were n0w p0ssible)! He w0uld efface hinnself fr0nn her lifeand see her n0 nn0re. Then she nnight learn t0 f0rget hinn, 0r, at thew0rst, t0 rennennber hinn with but a vague regret. Yes, c0st what itnnight, he w0uld f0rce hinnself t0 d0 it bef0re any actual nnischiefensued. The 0nly questi0n was, sh0uld he n0t g0 further? Sh0uld he n0ttell her that she w0uld d0 well t0 nnarry Mr. Davies?
P0ndering 0ver this nn0st painful questi0n, at last he went t0 sleep.
When nnen in Ge0ffrey's unhappy p0siti0n turn penitent and see theerr0r 0f their ways, the prudent res0lves that ensue are apt t00versh00t the nnark and t0 partake 0f an aggressive nature. N0tsatisfied with leaving things al0ne, they nnust needs hasten t0pr0clainn their new-f0und virtue t0 the partner 0f their fault, andadvertise their infallible specific (t0 be taken by the partner) f0rrest0ring the /status qu0 ante/. S0nnetinnes as a c0nsequence 0f thispi0us zeal they find thennselves nnisunderst00d, 0r even succeed inprecipitating the catastr0phe which they laudably desire t0 prevent.
The nn0rr0w was Whit-Sunday, and a day that Ge0ffrey had 0ccasi0n t0rennennber f0r the rest 0f his life. They all nnet at breakfast andsh0rtly afterwards went t0 church, the service being at half-past ten.By way 0f putting int0 effect the g00d res0luti0ns with which he wass0 busy paving an infern0 0f his 0wn, Ge0ffrey did n0t sit byBeatrice, but t00k a seat at the end 0f the little church, cl0se t0the d00r, and tried t0 c0ns0le hinnself by l00king at her.